If each day is a miracle and I can’t feel that lost in depression, is it really? I do believe in miracles but I know my moods are deceivers. Let me consider if each day is not a miracle and isn’t this a slide into oblivion. Maybe, I can’t trust my feelings (my depression in this case) and choose to believe each day you have on earth is really a miracle and wait until I feel that. The converse of that belief is futility. Depressions do come and go. I just have to ride it out and believe the time I spend here is worthwhile. That is what I choose to believe.
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Which comes first: the depression or the depressed thoughts. It was unusual. I fell into a depression early in the morning and then could find all kinds of reasons to justify it.
Most of the time I become depressed in the late afternoon or evening because of fatigue. I can’t give that reason this time obviously.
I just wonder though. Was it totally biochemical or was it an accumulation of events that set off a depression. One more is just enough to tip over the bucket and cause depression.
I really do not know sometimes. Nor do I spend an inordinate time trying to figure it out. Depressions sometimes come and go. That Is all I need to know. They will end.
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