Feb
9
2013
If each day is a miracle and I can’t feel that lost in depression, is it really? I do believe in miracles but I know my moods are deceivers. Let me consider if each day is not a miracle and isn’t this a slide into oblivion. Maybe, I can’t trust my feelings (my depression in this case) and choose to believe each day you have on earth is really a miracle and wait until I feel that. The converse of that belief is futility. Depressions do come and go. I just have to ride it out and believe the time I spend here is worthwhile. That is what I choose to believe.